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I'd talk to Jesus, but He says I'm okay. [Oct. 5th, 2010|05:44 pm]
I have no words for myself - I should have seen it coming. The revolving door finally opened and the freedom and promise of the world knocked the wind right out of me. My hesitation has become a curse again, but "I love you" never felt like any blessing. So, I find myself in a situation that's very familiar and while I anticipated assumptions, I did not fully prepare myself. There's nothing that could be done to keep me from at least trying to do what's right. The future is in the making and I'll try to plant better crops to make better the reaping. With every breath I shall try to do better.